蕾蕾- Laopa's Precious

我要称谢你,因我受造奇妙可畏;你的作为奇妙,这是我心深知道的。 Oh, that you would bless me and enlarge my territory! Let your hand be with me, and keep me from harm so that I will be free from pain. 甚愿你赐福与我,扩张我的境界,常与我同在,保佑我不遭患难,不受艰苦。

Monday, February 06, 2006

Heaven and Hell is so real!

Yesterday, while we were at Ah Peng's place, i finished reading a whole book that consists of revelation from hell. It took me around 3 hours to finish reading it. I was kinda overwhelmed by the different revelations of what hell look like. The author describe how the Lord brought her spirit down to hell to visit the different parts of hell. While she was looking at each soul that has past the point of no return, she was devastated and awakened by the realities of hell. Since i am a visual person, pictures of what she describe hell to be flashed across my mind.

Ever since i am a Christian, God always led me to read Daniel or Revelation. And i truly believe these are the last days we are living. It is evident by the rumours of war, and wars and natural disasters taking place. Sometimes, i would ponder why am i still doing the things and tasks i am doing, when i should be busy reaching to the lost before it is too late.

I really do not know what would be like during the last last days, but all i know that every trial that i am going through now, is to mold my character. So that when the true persecutions come in, I will not deny Jesus easily.

I went home crying to Laopa to soften the people around me hearts and all i can do is to ask God to use me by offering this broken spirit and a contrite heart to Him. Indeed, the Lord reminded me that all these stuffs i am doing , is truly chasing after the wind. Nothing matters except truly drawing closer to Him each day.

There is really no more time to waste, God is in fact rising up a chosen generation ready to stand in the gap and evangelise to the lost. A chosen generation that will stand firm even at the expense of sacrificing their lifes, this generation will stand firm till the end.

I truly pray i will not miss the mark, at the end of the day i will fight that good fight! Because i know when Christians pray, the evil one has to flee. When Christians rise up, many people will be ushered to the Kingdom of Heaven. The Lord is always waiting for people with a broken spirit and a contrite heart, people who dare to make a difference, people who understood the grace which was demonstrated on the cross and people who simply know what it means to follow God and not turn back.

I want to be in that Chosen generation.