My maiden "bouncer" experience

Yesterday i had my maiden bouncer experience. Initially i am a little apprehensive and sian over this role given to me. But after yesterday, I finally beginning to grasp a little meaning of why Laopa allow me to go into this.

Just when everybody is worshipping and immersing into the Holy Presence of God, we were asked to be on guard and alert at all times, to ensure the safety for all of them. Indeed this is a little sacrifice that I have to make. However, compared to that huge sacrifice that Jesus made, this means nothing. Jesus is forever on guard 24 hours 7 days a week, to be there interceding for us and protecting us from the harm.

I am thankful the Lord brought me this revelation.

I am glad i can give thanks for this role. I am glad that throughout yesterday, I was filled with the joy and peace. One brother, actually came up to me that he pointed out I was the only security person who smiles. I truly thank God for the security He has granted me, that I can fear no evil. This brought me joy and peace while serving.

As usual, there was one time when pastor prayed for the nations, as different countries' flags was brought forward, two flags caught my greatest attention. It is the Cambodia and Japan flag. The Lord has always planted a heart of compassion for this two nations. I think that one day he will bring me to the fields to serve.

When pastor was praying for the nations, as usual tears began to stream down from my cheeks, I am simply touched by Laopa's heart beat for Asia. I know that I am really called to be a missionary. It has been 4 years since the Lord revealed to me my mission calling at the St Andrew Cathedral. And I know He is still preparing me for the day when He will send me out to serve the nations. Haha maybe because of this, one of my criteria for the my futute mate is to believe in the Antioch of Asia calling and given a missionary calling.

I still pray that I will not miss the mark and will truly press on until He fulfilled that destiny in me. Hmmm .... but i also hope to see my parents saved before i am sent off.