蕾蕾- Laopa's Precious

我要称谢你,因我受造奇妙可畏;你的作为奇妙,这是我心深知道的。 Oh, that you would bless me and enlarge my territory! Let your hand be with me, and keep me from harm so that I will be free from pain. 甚愿你赐福与我,扩张我的境界,常与我同在,保佑我不遭患难,不受艰苦。

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Bad day

Something bad happened...
i did not even have any chance to say anything..
badly wronged..
for something that i have not done at all..
hurt deeply...
processing...
how to forgive?.. a bit difficult now...
felt discouraged..
disappointed...
finally realised why God did not open his mouth when He was persecuted...

Because i tried opening my mouth...
no one listened..
what for?...
anyway God will vindicate me...

God vindicate His son...
God will vindicate me...

Bad day

Something bad happened...
i did not even have any chance to say anything..
badly wronged..
for something that i have not done at all..
hurt deeply...
processing...
how to forgive?.. a bit difficult now...
felt discouraged..
disappointed...
finally realised why God did not open his mouth when He was persecuted...

Because i tried opening my mouth...
no one listened..
what for?...
anyway God will vindicate me...

God vindicate His son...
God will vindicate me...

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Full Fledge Gastric Flu Attack again!

I was down with gastric flu since wed. And now still recovering. Went to 3 docs! Never have i seen 3 docs in 2 days haha.. Vomitted, diarrhoea, fever... you name it i have it.. and muscle aching everywhere...i simply cant believe that i can be sick to this extend. Was in great trauma..., couldnt sleep, eat or drink... simply no appetite at all.

I hate it when you die die have to force yourself to swallow some food when you know you just aint any appetite and feel like puking somemore. Everything i eat, i simply puke it out.

Hmmm,,, thank God is over. But caused my mum to cancel her short getaway, felt extremely bad. wish i can make up something for her. Oh mann what can i say, Mum is the best, parents are always there when you are in deepest pit mann... besides God lah.

I just know i can always run to them whenever i need to. They are such cute and sweet loving folks. Yesterday i just told them i feel like eating apples, my papa just went straight to the fruit stall to buy apples for me. How sweet mann? That makes me feel so loved instanteneously..my papa are like more traditional chinese parents who wont utter i love you to children, but will simply do little things to show he care lor.

Everytime, i kena gastric flu, i am always reminded to understand apart from me i can do nothing. Cos the pain is unbearable, you dont know when will it stop, when will that stupid virus decided to call it a day and leave your body. You just know that you have to wait, wait and wait. Wait for the pain to go away.... SLOWLY... literally SLOWLY... time ticks away but an hour seems like one whole day... haizz.. but then.. nothing compared to what Jesus went through. For me its only a glimpse of the revelation of the cross.

And worse of all the whole body like kena held captive... simply no control mann,... you donno when is the next time you will puke or diarrhoea or both, ,,, you donno when will fever go down... despite you gulp down tonns of medicine... all you can do is wait, pray and ask God to have mercy...thats all..

Haizzz... best part... was on mc during my busiest period... tonns of work still awaits me to finish it.. and disappointment with a close friend... all aggravates my gastric condition. Hmmm... but... just have to let go lor... no point holding on to all these. So i waited and pray and told God that i want to let go ,,, give all unto Him. Then,.. I heard that sweet soft voice that always whispers to me..., " leilei I am with you. " I will heal you. . Hahah... that brought rest and comfort mann..

After all those tough battle against that deadly virus... nothing beats a comfort from my precious one. Out of a sudden, you know all these while you are not fighting alone...
Miraculously... whatever seems traumatic the previous night, was gone in the morning. And i recovered.

What can I say?

EXCEPT...

Thanks be to God, who always leads us in triumphal procession and through us spreads the fragrance of knowledge of him everywhere.

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Some more pics



Ah juan,,, when she was back... miss her again mann...
i look so different from my long hair... hahah ...

Korea pics 4







Prayer grotto... small little cubicles to go in and pray and spend time with God.,, only high enough to kneel cannot stand.. inside.. shiok time spent with God there.

All in house... where ALL IN is filmed very beautiful again

Tried to capture the sunset thought it is so beautiful

My bud that went with me,,, none other Jesslyn Yang.. another pretty ger hee. .praise God for her mann!

Still got many photos of Korea... hahahah i think we took close to 400 photos hee... so picked out some to share with you all... Enjoy viewing!! :)

Korea pics 3






Beautiful pics of Jeju island....i miss the jeju oranges. so sweet and seedless!! pics are taken when cruising down the waters of jeju island.
Last pic is another filming location of ALL IN house.














Miniature garden at Jeju Island,,, hee so fun to see all the miniature wonders of the world
Lotte world... hahaha another filiming location ... but kinda of feel cheated.. quite a small theme park.. but we pay $46000 for that.. ohh mann 80 bucks sing i think
Lotte world ... haha stairway to heaven film the exact merry go round here... ahaha cheap thrill..
At prayer mountain,, i never see so many christmas tree before.. so thankful ..

Korea Pics 2








1)From left. .. the same palace
2) Daemyung ski resort slope
3) Seoul tower, beautiful it changes color
4)Prayer moutain,,, so beautiful thank God for snow
5) Cho Yonggi church, this church hold 10k seating cap... wow!

Korea Pics 1



me skiing...wah shiok!! At Daemyung Ski Resort, Chuncheon, Gangwan Do Province.

1 1/2 hour away from Seoul

At Nami Island, Winter Sonata filming location. Hahah beautiful island.. thought its so beautiful until i set foot on Jeju Island.



At one of the palace haha i look really fat here... beri beri cold must wear alot of clothing... minus 8 degrees here

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

CNY Pics 2007








My ah ma, sis and myself on CNY lst day. Heheh arent we pretty?


My new look.. cost me a bomb to do this hair, treatment plus rebonding plus cut haahah... of 26 years, this is the most expensive Hairdo... hahha... but what can I say,,, i really love my new look.. so happy!!


Sorry haven been blogging...

Hi all,

I haven been blogging for so so so long liao. My sister has been nagging at me to write something onto my blog because she complaint everytime is the same old ming dao pic that she see. Hahah... guess what i have been watching Hanakimi... oh mann it is such a cute and funny show. Simply enjoyed it. Especially the two male and female lead, ella and Wu Chun.. Hee.. so cute!!

Okie, actually many things happen during the past many months. Hehe,,, work as usual very hectic.. in fact i am preparing for an event this sat. Sometimes just wonder where did i get the strength and all the energy to do this all by myself. I guess its laopa. My heavenly father whom never leave me nor forsake me. Haizzz... actually though the work is hectic, but i still enjoy it lah... its the pp that make things complicated. Hahah ... just need to learn to love them lor. Cos Laopa love them mah.

Haha... in fact i am sick for these two days, on mc since yest, though i am sick, i was still working... hahaha working at home, busy planning and settling the preparation for my event. A bit stressed cos my first time doing this event lor. Not much help i received so have to work extremely hard for this.

Thank God just now i managed to speak to Laopa, and Laopa assured me once again that His hand is upon this whole event lor. So i better learn to rest in Him.

I haven had time to update you all my pics to Korea. It has been 3 months liao since i came back from my Korea trip. Sorry mann not having pics yet too busy liao. But i know those who know me very well will know i enjoy myself at Korea. Especially the prayer mountain, Cho Yonggi Church, i experience Laopa presence so much there. And not to forget Jeju island, ai yoh,, never imagine myself in all that filming locations of korean drama... hahaah guess God blessed me with all that rest i needed mann..

Dying for a getaway... hope to really rest after my two events. Still very busy now. Busy Busy with work. But rest assure me haven backslide. hahaha God is faithful lor.. if He sense a slightest hint of me backsliding, He will try all kinds of means to pull me back. Hahah.. praise God for his 24 hour love.

Dealing with complicated pp everyday... pray for me for strength, love and wisdom to handle this. Despite all that God also bless me with wonderful pp around whom i can play with as well lah.

Was reading some celeb blog, and got reminded by FCBC theme this year, always thankful , always victorious in Christ, always a blessing to all. Hmmm... seriously not easy to fulfil mann,, only God can help me lor.

To whoever is reading my blog, I will seriously try my best to upoload the pics from Korea. Beautiful pics hee... really. And sorry for not able to blog.

I guess due to my weariness and heavy workload, i kinda of stop doing alot of things except buried in my work. Hmm guess its time to balance up with other things mann. .

Ok will update more mann... this is just an appetiser to whet your appetite. Stay tune for more news from your precious.

Friday, November 17, 2006

Ming Dao.... Kakoiii desu ne!!




now i am so in love with this guy hahah.... isnt he cute? But still no one can replace iesu kirisuto..














Thursday, November 16, 2006

My latest update... work work work

Been very busy lately that I do not have time for myself mann.. no time to blog so what i can do is to upload pics. Haha but kena suan by ke yi ge ling that i am vain haahah... I guess ya... actually i admit i am a bit vain haha. I miss Ke yi ge ling so much!! Praise God for the frankness.

A little update on what I am currently busy with, hmmm... guess my work has become a ministry for me.... and more and more God is opening up new avenues in my work, opportunities to reach out more people. I just pray that I will receive more passion in this. I kinda know that God is doing a work and somehow i have not fully exercise my potential. Lord annoint me mann..

Been very occupied with a youth concert that i am doing that will house some youth at risk kids. Just pray that this sat event, God will show up and touch these kids. Been burning many nights for rehearsals. Working with a totally new bunch of youths from different church background and thank God for their heart to serve. Hope all of them will empty themselves and be used by God in a greater measure.

Guess this season is really for me to learn to see God in my work and praying for God to show me the way to bring in Christian emphasis into my work. And emptying myself and annointed in the area He called me. I just pray that i will be sensitive to Him mann and not missed out the things that He want to impart unto me.

Been attending the bible study at St Andrew, every session it is such a fruitful one. More and more we are aware of end time prophecy and cause me to be alert that Jesus is coming back mann... However, i know i need to be more alert with world news. Never really like to read newspaper or watch news but now i guess boh bian. All the sessions that i attended revealed to me one thing, how near we are towards end times but thanks be to God who showed us so much about end time prophecy that we will not be alarmed by the things we are about to see. The bible contains 40% of prophectic scriptures. Just realised how ignorant i was before.

I guess now I need most is Holy Spirit annointing in me to do the things and ministry He has called me to. Seriously pray that HOly Spirit will really counsel and guide me in the tasks given to me and teach me do what Jesus will do.

And meanwhile God will take care of my gers whom i have not seen and talk for a while.

Korea is getting closer and closer to me. Thank God my passport is ready. Still cant wait to go... hahah been meeting Jesslyn to discuss over our itinerary so exciting picking the places of interest that we would like to go... truly enjoy the process. getting more and more excited. Guess i really need some time to pick up Korean language... or else ren sheng di bu shu hahaha later kena cheated. haha pray will not happen.

Ok folks thats all for now... will update more soon...

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Mei Mei..



the quah sisters!! mei mei

Sis: Lei lei wo mei bu mei? hahaha

Jie JIe, Ge Ge, Slyvia and Ziming... and ME!!


this pic haven give jie jie... hahah .... her birthday pic...

Recent pics before my fringe is cut