蕾蕾- Laopa's Precious

我要称谢你,因我受造奇妙可畏;你的作为奇妙,这是我心深知道的。 Oh, that you would bless me and enlarge my territory! Let your hand be with me, and keep me from harm so that I will be free from pain. 甚愿你赐福与我,扩张我的境界,常与我同在,保佑我不遭患难,不受艰苦。

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Still Believing for ah ma salvation!

Recently, Dylan gave me a book. It is a prayer guide for 100 gateway cities. hmmm guess it is not be coincidence that he gave me a 10/40 window book. Just reminded me of my mission calling. I guess through Dylan, the Lord wants me to realli be geared towards intercession. Ever since, my grandma's mega stroke relapse, i have been praying more and more due to the urgency of her salvation. I am thankful that the Lord has blessed me with boldness and faith to press on even though i do not see the results.

I witness the power of prayer and effective prayer with a broken spirit and a contrite heart will move Laopa's hand. Truly the Lord does not delight in sacrifice but only a broken spirit and a contrite heart he will not despise.

I still want to believe that when i pray, God's hand will be upon my ah ma. Today, she is being transferred to Bright vision, a buddhist community hospital. I truly pray no matter what God will intervene in any way to soften her heart and turn to Him. Hmmm..... still clinging to Him and believing in His breakthrough.

I am glad i am still alive today. Truly, I thank God for all my sisters and bros in Christ who encouraged me to pray when i am so down. I am glad there are always someone around to tell me not to give up believing and praying.

Though facing fierce persecutions from family, I still want to believe ah ma will be saved. All i hope is that God will give me more strength and faith to tide over this season of trial. I also prayed that my heart will always be tender towards HIm.