I was down with gastric flu since wed. And now still recovering. Went to 3 docs! Never have i seen 3 docs in 2 days haha.. Vomitted, diarrhoea, fever... you name it i have it.. and muscle aching everywhere...i simply cant believe that i can be sick to this extend. Was in great trauma..., couldnt sleep, eat or drink... simply no appetite at all.
I hate it when you die die have to force yourself to swallow some food when you know you just aint any appetite and feel like puking somemore. Everything i eat, i simply puke it out.
Hmmm,,, thank God is over. But caused my mum to cancel her short getaway, felt extremely bad. wish i can make up something for her. Oh mann what can i say, Mum is the best, parents are always there when you are in deepest pit mann... besides God lah.
I just know i can always run to them whenever i need to. They are such cute and sweet loving folks. Yesterday i just told them i feel like eating apples, my papa just went straight to the fruit stall to buy apples for me. How sweet mann? That makes me feel so loved instanteneously..my papa are like more traditional chinese parents who wont utter i love you to children, but will simply do little things to show he care lor.
Everytime, i kena gastric flu, i am always reminded to understand apart from me i can do nothing. Cos the pain is unbearable, you dont know when will it stop, when will that stupid virus decided to call it a day and leave your body. You just know that you have to wait, wait and wait. Wait for the pain to go away.... SLOWLY... literally SLOWLY... time ticks away but an hour seems like one whole day... haizz.. but then.. nothing compared to what Jesus went through. For me its only a glimpse of the revelation of the cross.
And worse of all the whole body like kena held captive... simply no control mann,... you donno when is the next time you will puke or diarrhoea or both, ,,, you donno when will fever go down... despite you gulp down tonns of medicine... all you can do is wait, pray and ask God to have mercy...thats all..
Haizzz... best part... was on mc during my busiest period... tonns of work still awaits me to finish it.. and disappointment with a close friend... all aggravates my gastric condition. Hmmm... but... just have to let go lor... no point holding on to all these. So i waited and pray and told God that i want to let go ,,, give all unto Him. Then,.. I heard that sweet soft voice that always whispers to me..., " leilei I am with you. " I will heal you. . Hahah... that brought rest and comfort mann..
After all those tough battle against that deadly virus... nothing beats a comfort from my precious one. Out of a sudden, you know all these while you are not fighting alone...
Miraculously... whatever seems traumatic the previous night, was gone in the morning. And i recovered.
What can I say?
EXCEPT...
Thanks be to God, who always leads us in triumphal procession and through us spreads the fragrance of knowledge of him everywhere.
