Thinking,,, season

Recently too many events have happened in my life. Indeed when i reflect back this whole 2005 , i only learnt one thing that is the LORD'S FAITHFULNESS. Truly this year has been a year of ploughing, pruning and disciplining. But I am so thankful, what can I say each time i wanted to give up , felt so defeated and felt so hopeless of circumstances around me, Laopa never fail to be there for me. What can I say, but to just be so thankful of His grace and mercy. Indeed, I was talking to one of my beloved daughter Janice, the Lord even led me reminded of his mercy and grace for my gers. Truly not only have i grown, nothing beats of seeing your gers growing in Laopa's love. Oh mannn..... "gou" liao, becos truly that has always been my prayer when they first enter into cell.
I remember year 2004, at one of the tabernacle, Laopa gave me Ps 89, the psalms that talked about Lord's faithfulness to Israelites. At that point of time, I could not really received the Psalms. I only have a faint idea that the Lord is teaching me faithfulness for coming 2005. Truly now looking back, I just simply amazed at His saving grace and faithfulness for this year. Never a moment He failed to grant me peace when I was in my most broken moments.

Recently, a verse has been ringing in my head, it took me quite some time to believe in this verse. The verse goes, Until now you have not ask anything in my name, ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find. It has been just a long time since I heard this verse. I am just so amazed that it is as though Laopa throwing me a blank cheque and ask me to fill as many figures as I want.

After being in the wilderness for so long, I have learnt so much contentment compared to the past. I am so contented and surrendered with what Laopa has blessed me. But time has come Now to claim that promise God has gladly bestowed upon me. Hahaha... mai tu liao mann! Sharlene, I said to myself.

I told the Lord, ok I am going to boldly proclaim what I want. Hahaha.. I truly want to believe and believe that indeed year 2006 will be a year of Harvest, So much more broken hearted will be added into Laopa's kingdom. Indeed the moment is NOW. This is our window of opportunity. God is writing that blank cheque to Singapore and asking us to fill the numbers. And I believe the more faith we have, the more we can see ushered into the kingdom.

Isnt that amazing and exciting? I felt so excited mann!!

My greatest prayer is that all my gers will rise to the destiny Laopa has blessed them becos i know Laopa cant wait to bless them. And the gers that will come into my tribe, will truly understand the Lord's saving grace and mercy. Becos nothing beats that. I claim all these in Laopa's name!